blank inside

so i’m feeling kind of blank inside…

i really don’t know how else i can describe it. you’d think being an expert on analyzing my emotions, i would have nailed it by now…but i’m drawing a complete blank. just cried a fit of tears and i have no idea why. i am so, incredibly blessed. content. but lately, it more or less seems like i’m just going through the motions.  it’s not that i’m ungrateful…Lord knows i am. but i’m not anything else, either…what’s wrong with me?

i have all i need… God is the provider. i trust Him. so why do i feel this way? what am i doing wrong?

because that’s what it always seems to boil down to…

i don’t know. and that’s the problem, isn’t it?



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